Im not sure about other areas, but the homeless scene in DC is pretty huge.. if calling it a “scene” is even appropriate. Being well traveled in the area, you are absolutely bound to see at least 3 homeless people a day. Some begging for money, others wallowing in an abyss of hopelessness and empty presence. A few days ago I stopped at a bakery to catch up on some work ย and grab a cupcakeย when I noticed a “homeless” man who had a bunch of technological gadgets such as cameras, calculators, remotes, opened with the wires etc. exposed.. He also had abt 3 carts. At first I honestly couldnt tell if he was homeless or not. I stared at him out the window trying to figure him out briefly (im not a creeper, I was just really curious ๐ ) He appeared to be ‘working’ on this camera.. He had a short Frederick Douglas’ fro, was sitting on a chemistry book, and had a series of keys hanging from his pants (like a janitor.) He also wore a wool sweater and had to be about 90 degrees that day.. #eek
I watched as curious people walked by eyeing him, confused, curious, with wonder, and just that quick, they went on about their day. Who was this man I wondered? Was he a science teacher that fell down on his luck, engineer, future nobel prize winner living a dream deferred? Or was he just another man whose life didn’t go the way he’d plan..
Then it dawned on me.. What makes him different than me? I could be there.. and him looking at me. Life has a way of nudging you at those very moments when you need it. To me, You dont have to be physically homeless to be “homeless.” ย You can be mentally homeless. Never reaching your true potential, caught in a tornado of stagnation, seemingly living a pathless, guide free life in some aspect. I can’t be that person.. I can’t be that person I stared at out that window. So many lessons came to me and I was very thankful. Although what he was doing seemed to be going nowhere, he was totally immersed, out of touch w/the world momentarily, driven by a childlike wonder and not giving a crap about onlookers and what they thought. Dont be so quick to judge others or their path. At the same time, focus inward, directing your energy towards guided endeavors. I had never seen that man before, and perhaps will never see him again but he was more than a homeless man. He was a reflection of God. i saw the God in him that day. a mirror. i saw the me in him & the aspects of him which I could use in myself. the total disregard for others. i saw a human being. Perhaps he was an angel?!!My angel.. If so.. to that angel I say Thank You.





